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donnie_sfl
Oct. 7th, 2004
07:00 pm - julia
a gust of wind blows through your hair, as we lay outside without a care. try to imagine what life would be like, if we could stay together day and night. we lie there silently dont say a word. drift off together not to be heard. the sun sets to rest, the most beautiful sight. the stars come out and glitters with the moonlight. i grab your hand, your skins so soft. i tell you i love you and my tears i faught. this must be a dream but i feels so real. then you look at me and its your lips i feel. i open my eyes and its you i see. you are still there right beside me. so i lay my head, right beside yours. and slip away into another world.
Jul. 21st, 2004
03:03 pm
"sanity please don't leave, your the only thing i have"- lifted
good lyrics... makes me think so much has gone on this summer and so much shit has gone down but i mean through the best and worst times all i need is to keep my head, keep cool, you know keep on keepin on-YES! joe dirt.... and the greatest part is that i helped write this song.... WHOA! in yo face.. yes lifted is my uncles band and i helped him with some lyrics to a few of his new songs and its pretty cool... anyways everyone KEEP ON TRUCKIN' and have a good summer!
-love donnie
blahJul. 20th, 2004
02:37 pm
I wish you could hear this, my last few words,
I'd tell you everything, how you were my world.
But it's too late now, I've grown too old,
This damn hospitol makes me feel so cold.
They say you always regret something, and mine is you,
For if we were together, I would have been true.
So on my last breathes this is what I have,
I Love You, I hope no one ever makes you sad.
so yea i know this is kind of a corny one but it has its meaning to me and i thought that maybe it would mean something to someone else... prolly not but its worth a try
accomplishedJul. 19th, 2004
05:44 pm
There you are standing all alone,
No place to go, not even a home.
Sleeping bag in hand and bag full of food,
I never looked but always knew.
I stand and stare, too scared to talk,
I wish i could meet you and try to have fun.
But i cant help but wonder where are your loved ones?
Why would they leave you? or did you leave them?
Why dont you find help? I'll never understand.
As i continue to think you start to walking,
Where are you going? why are you leaving?
I decide to follow, just for a sec.
I dont want to go too far, this could mean death.
Around the corner i go not expecting what i'll see,
She talks about the man she loves,
That man is me.
sorry... i wrote this and felt as if i should post it
lonely02:38 pm - Dear Sarah Cannon
this is my poem to you:
As we lock hands and say our vowes,
I grip harder knowing you make me as happy as i am.
This is paradise to me,
You in my arms.
When I look into your eyes,
There isnt a care in the world.
Happiness is endless with you.
As we lay our heads,
I watch you breathe.
Our chests sychronized to the beating of our hearts.
Are you as happy as i am?
Because this is a dream.
If i had the choice i would never leave.
Please take these words,
and never forget.
That i will be with you,
through life and death.
You are my one, my only,
We shall never be torn.
So take my hand, My heart is yours.
love-Donnie <3
lonely11:47 am
so its crazy isnt it... how like you know when you get bored and you think of things... well i have that problem... but instead of thinking things i write songs? weird but it makes me feel good so i dont mind it.... but anyways i got really bored and quiet and just started thinking about like things that most people wouldnt randomly think about and i wrote a song about a girl who turns to drugs and depression after a guy that she loved didnt feel the same for her... but the twist is that the guy did he was just to chicken shit to tell her.... now i dont know where this came from and maybe its one of those callings where i should tell someone something before its too late like if she moves or something happens... but i dont know who or if its just something i randomly thought of cause i was bored... but i need some suggestions...other than that tho... OHIO!!!!! was frakin awesome what a good weekend and i still need drinking buddies... who will be my friend?
-peace
amusedJul. 13th, 2004
05:34 pm - chillin'
so you know... WOW summer!... yea its been pretty good you know lots of beer and hangovers... but to the point of this.... well there isnt a point to this i got this bright idea to go on this and you know tell a story... my problem is i dont have that many, oh oh im going away this weekend to OHIO!!(thats in the US for you geological maniacs) for dirt track racin'.... ISNT THAT AWESOME!!! whos family drive 8 hours just to watch dirt track racin'.... oh yea mine!!!! its gonna be awesome... we get drunk off our asses all weekend and then party like its 1999!<----(thanks will smith) but the deal is that when i come back ill be on a vengance to get drunk as much as possible as much as possible so everyone get a hold of me and we will have some fun... anyways im out for now
bouncyMay. 10th, 2004
03:49 pm - fun!
tierneys drama class today was fun.... but not cause of the stupid loser ugly people in the class... cause of the skit we made haha...
donnie-(imitates stupid chris) haha gord is bald haha
tierney-wow thats not funny lame-o
donnie gets shot down but the real funnyness is that chris is a big loser.... and tierney im up for the plan but can we wear pink ski masks just to be different and cooler than the regulars.... anyways thats its
creativeApr. 25th, 2004
05:54 pm - alexisonfire
ok so friday night was THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!! it was like a dream come true.... not only was the sonic union was really small and fucking awesome...... alexisonfire was CRAZY.... this was the BEST! show i have ever! been to.... you could get up on stage and i got to when "get fighted" was on but I FUCKING SANG TOO!" how much more can you really ask for... maybe meet the band and get a ton more pictures...... oh yes we met them infact we got Wade to take off his shirt for a picture.....AWESOME!..... it was proll the greatest night ever....cant wait to see them again.... anyways that was my awesome night.... i guess im really excited cause it was fun
crazyApr. 12th, 2004
12:29 pm
so hahahaha.... last night i get really drunk and wrote a journal well i must say it turned out pretty bad but oh well.... anyways im going to play soccer today(who plays soccer?) im not a big fan but i figure ill go get some exercise.... so itll be fun... i guess really thats it-peace
energeticApr. 11th, 2004
11:46 pm
WOW! IVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT IM A FUCKIGN IDIOT... NOT TWO HOURS AFTER I WRITE THAT THING BELOW THE GIRL I WAS TALKING ABOUT DUMPS ME!!! hahaha wow i must either be really smart and can tell when things are happening or am just too fucking stupid to think that something like that could ever actually work and finally realized it... anyways i guess im not gonna come on here and mope around so im gonna leave and feel like shit
moody09:49 pm
have you ever felt like your being ignored... or like you are doing something wrong and the person wont tell you what it is but instead just dont talk to you or when they do its really quick and they avoid all conversations... yea its weird but i think that may be happening to me right now and i must say it sucks really bad... like i want to know what i have done wrong or even if i have done something wrong but whenever i try to talk to that person they always are quick with their conversation and then leave as quickly as possible before i can say something... haha maybe its all in my head but i dont know i figured that i just needed to write it... i mean prolly no one will read it and if that person does they wont know its them but its kinda just one of those feeling of almost insecurity cause then you dont want to keep doing that same thing cause if its making that person unhappy with you or likenot wanting to make conversation with you... anyways i guess in the end i feel like an idiot or stupid either one its not cool...bye
mellow03:58 am - sharks and danger
so as im sitting here listening to alexisonfire... i wanted to hear this song... well i listened to every lyric in this song over and over so i wrote it down.... all i could do is think... and my happiness changed.... i said oh yea nothing gonna bring me down but it was weird how quickly it could.... i mean if you listen to this song... read the lyrics... hear the melody and how serious this song is... and the tone of his voice on the phone all i could think is like what if this shit happens to me this is like fucked... all i could think about is how what if all the things i wrote that were making me happy all crashed all at once... that would fucking suck... anyways i think ill go to bed before i think anymore(i dont think its good for me.... shit im thinking again)
(voice)
-St. catherines psychiatric help line, this is nancy...
-ummm... i'm not exactly sure how to go about explaining this...
what's been happening over the road...
you know I've been kinda keeping correspondance to my parents for a while...
but I'm starting to get the feeling that... throughout the letter writing process...
throughout ( ? ) the letter writing process...like uh... like the letters, they just keep getting shorter and shorter...
and uh... I'm starting to get the feeling that...
that maybe one day all the letters will stop coming... all together
maybe I'll start asking myself all kinds of stupid questions...
(dallas)
-As life hangs beside me
I gather all that I can.
and you were never one for confrontation
now our lives are in your hands
(voice)
-...like... like what if there's, what if there's a spot in my body
you know to touch like by my heart, you know
you know like if we were to launch rockets in space and it's like
whats the point of like my house and the next offices
like you know what am I supposed to do you know
i don't know, all these stupid questions going through my head
like all the time like what if, I had some inoperable form of cancer in my brain, you know I'm keepin alive
you know what if, what if there is a god and i'm completely in trouble like
you know... who am I kidding?
you understand what I'm saying?
it's not a joke, i'm not joking, not a joke
who will dare to be irrational
who will be there...
we're running out of options...
who will be useful...
I'm going insane
I can't think anymore
I don't know what to tell you...
Do you see where I'm coming from?
See what I'm trying to say?
Do you see what I'm trying to tell you? (fades)
who will be
there to doubt
...
out
\Who will keep me from lashing out? (LASHING OUT)
anxiety chokes me like razor wire (RAZOR WIRE)
I... [can't penetrate the crowd]
and anxiety chokes me like...
Now our lives are in your hands
Anxiety chokes me like razor wire
...razor wire
click.
indescribable03:35 am - crazy
so for some reason(i dont know why) i decided to check out this shit.... i havent been on in three months(maybe longer)... and there is alot to update... like--- im not dating theresa infact we broke up a while ago(she is dating someone new and so am i)on that note jen is my girlfriend(jen craig that is) and ive probably never been happier... cause for some reason alot of things are going right for me... like how i got a new job.... my mom and i arent fighting anymore all the time... jen.... im going to ottawa prolly for 4 days.... im in a contest that i never thought i could win and am holding out(self control.... no masterbating, bjs, hjs, sex.)... like this is phenominal... and i think i just spelt phenominal correctly(if anyone corrects me ill eat your children).... so im happy... and its very early cause i just got off work(which sucked) but im not letting anything break my happiness.... so thats all... bye
cheerfulFeb. 16th, 2004
Jan. 22nd, 2004
07:23 pm - fuck exams
wow i hate how each of my exams are a waste of time and effort... like the yearbook exam i just went in and played on the computer and found out my mark in that class... then i waited for like an hour to go and get my stuff and then went home... what a waste and then i get to go into english totally kill on that exam cause its so fucking easy and then prolly wait another hour... although i am quite excited about the ninja movie we are making the rest of this week is very stupid... so in other words this will prolly be a waste of a week....peace
Jan. 18th, 2004
09:16 pm
today we filmed macbeth...which was a success...and i learnt about a rockin' game.... so the day was quite good for i finished it off with some chinese food... im kinda bored now but its almost time for bed... well i guess thats it really....-peace
Jan. 17th, 2004
04:25 pm - hello
so today has really been a lazy day.... but i got to finally go to a meeting for the doghouse productions thing... it was the first time that i got up at like 9 in like 4 or 5 weeks..it sucked... but nayways i have to work tonght so im gonna go to sleep... oh yeah and theresa and i are now dating(which is great) so thats it...-peace
Jan. 14th, 2004
07:25 pm - great day!!
so after a conversation today at school with *blank* i realized that this day is gonna be better than i thought, and so will my weekend, but as for today stob light fights kicked some royal ass, nothing better than filming a strobe light fight after filming a ninja movie outside in the bitter cold... but it was a success and it turned out awesome, the strobe light fight that is, as for the movie, well we will need to do some more filming... so anyways thats it for now, sno camp valentines day weekend we will have lots of footage from that... -peace
Jan. 12th, 2004
09:05 pm - wow
so umm... i just found out about this by reading someone elses, tierneys and i realized that this can be good and bad... the bad part is tierney exposed me as being an asshole... the good thing is i can make alot of updates about my life and if you come on here you can find out about it.... so lets start this shit... ninja movie! on the go, gonna be sweet... SFL movie, the powerhouse movie of all time, when we sell this shit i want all of you buying it, its worth it... and thats all for now...-peace